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| welll yea... its been a while that i haven't beeen on here like forever...well i beeen workin its kind of like my first job and i would never expect werkin at dunkin donuts.....this is back than when i first werk at dunkin donuts...->i reallly like werkin there theres sum people that i reallly get along wit..real goood.....while i was werkin there like theres this boi that i werk wit at first i though he wassss sooo annoyin becus he kept on tryin to talk to me n i jus though he was retartded until iono 1t5ime i asked him if he wanted to go out wit me n my girls partyin but at tha end none of my grls went but only me n ma grl marisol but yea so it was me n my grl n juan,and one of his guy n we went to like 5 partys that night cus theres sum wasn't poppin at alll or it got rated until we finally got to another party it was kind of ok we first went in there n we had a bottle of henny when we bout to sip on it than somone started fight n sht n they was calllin tha cops cus they was shoootin n sht n me n ma grl was like runnnin n sht but yea durin that time i was pretty worried for juan n his guys becus they was drunk n i kept on kallin n kalllin until 1 hr later they finallly pik up tha phne....cus they had no reception at alll cus they was in tha basement thats where everyone was at...so me n mati came n than we was jus chilllin there in tha basement tha whole nigh chilllin n drinkin until at tha end i dunnno how but me n juan ended up fightin for 3 hrs i dunnno why tho....than after that that we alll went home n me n him was stilll arguin in tha car until e had to drop offf my grl mati n juan wanted to walk her her while he walked her home n my grl mati...while he lefted his guy was tryin to get wit me n sht.. but yea when juan got bak in hes was tryin to say sorrry to me n tryin to get alll cuddle up n sht n i was like fuk that sht don't fukin touch me bcus i was mad n than his guy drop me offf n juan followed me home sayin hes sorrry n everythin n he told me that he scared for me alot n if any sht ever happpend he always got my bak.....n i thoughtthat it was prettty sweeet n than i jus gav him a kisss on the cheek as a goood bye cus he kept kalllin me bogus but yea n than later on he wouldnt want to leave so he made up a excuse sayin that he needed to use a washrooom n he wouldn't ;eave it kind of got me mad tho cus i didn't want my auntie to come out n c him so after he used tha washrooom we jus went outside n talk again he was tryin to kiss me but i backed up...iono y but after that like 5 in tha mornin he kallled me again sayin sorrry n alll that sht....askin me if i was mad at him...n than after that night he kept on kalllin me n everythin n i dunno after that day everytime i come in tha werk i dunno why...after that day i started actin weird tors n i notice it myself too.bcus durin that time i was a litlle confused...becus i didn't no if i liked him or not...bcus like i was werkin wit him for like 3 months n i no how he is cus he even told me str8 up himself when i first met him i already no how he was n he told me str8 up wat kind of guy he was..... n he knows it himself that he told me to at tha end he told me that i was like different from any other female...n he would never do me bogus how he did to any other females...but i told him w/e.....n than he asked me if i wanted to chilll wit him at night n i said no....n than tha next day he kallled me like 3 in tha mornin to come out n chilllin cus he said he was around my crib wit his guys n i said no n again next few days he asked me to go watch a movie but i wasn't sure if i wanted to go...n than at night i jus turned offf my phone...n than after alll that time than we stoppped talkin again until theres a new werker somin in n juan n her started talkin n than i dunnno y but i felt soooo jealouse..n he asked her to go chiill wit him...n than i was like w/e n everytim i come to to werk its like i always c them talkin to each other laught n play around wit each other..n i always asked he that if they got a lil sumthin goin on n she would tell me nooo... but i no that she is lyin to me n i felt sooo dumb becus at first when she first came in i was telllin her stufff about juan cus i didn't think that they would havin a lil sumthin goin on...b cus 1 time she came n pik me up in tha mornin like around 4 in tha mornin n i though it was her b/f n i dind't expect juan to be in tha car when he got out i was jus a lil shocked....n than i asked her after he got out the car i was like wat was he doin in the car she said she jus saw him down tha block n she jus drop him offf n i was like oh.. but i didn't belive her n while we was at werk n her phone was rinin n i was 18 callles from juan..n everytime i werk in tha mornin i always c both of them comin in together..n after that day i told told my manger rosa to jus schduel me in tha mornin n i didn't want to werk in tha mornin cus i didn't feel like dealin wit him at alll n than when school starts jus don't schdual me wit him n she jus asked me y wat happpen... but i jus told her that i jus didn;'t want to werk wit him at alll..until couple weeeks ago when i found out that they was goin out.....alll that times....n i dunnno now everytime i come in to werk i see him i jus missed alll them times talkin to him n everytin n i jus regret everythin that i had did to him.... | | |
| this is what i'm gettin for my self for christmas 
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| yay i'm finallly 16!!! | | |
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